Love paper...

Cuz are some things I feel just with u
I say u are insignificant?
Do u really are?
Some times I simply don't want to see u.. but at the same time I want u more than ever...
I don't need u at all...
But I need u everyday...
Don't know why I trow my selfe like that with u...
I let things happen and I even think a minute!
Now that I feel that I need u there inside me... in some way in my heart... I am scared!
Scared of u? Or scared of being hurt?
Is it truth that better be hurt that never love?
Or are just words?
Ihave so many questions inside but I don't have the straight to find an answer...
I have'd been in so many places to find some truth... and I always run so fast when things begin to hapen...

With u I am different...
I do know is sex bettwen us and that everytime we find each other together happends...
Baby I have another question...
Is only sex? Or is something more? Is something begining skin on skin..?
Ineed a little bit more love and passion... But baby with u I have all. I feel I am everithing and nothing at all in the same time.
U are.. The different one.. My only one...
Ido feel u are the one, but I feel u will hurt me so! That u will go and let my life empty again... with nothing true in it, with lies after lies... Or is still like that? Are u a lie? If u are... Why do I feel u so real?
Will I regret all of this?
Ihate that I am so insecure in this when I need secure so much...

U have my soul, look into my eyes depper... u will find happines, love and u!
I don't know how to love u... How to show u I do...
I know u are not mine, why do I feel u such a big part in me?
So ofen I feel bruised and battered by your words... But still can't say no... If I have some proud, some dignity I would say No... some time ago...

Do u make me ordinary? How could u make me like that? When u make me feel myself that all! And how could u hurt me when I was hurt by somebody else such a long time ago...
I wanna let all be and coming by the way that it will.. But I can't stop myself to ask a bazic question: "how?"

Always in balance... Cuz allways my questions remind only questions...